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You Don't Have to Be Crazy to Work Here: An Honest Talk About Mental Health

Douglas Brush

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Where

Day 1 Stream 1
BSides Las Vegas

Duration

44 min

Offers a candid personal account of burnout and anxiety in security work, plus practical self-care steps.

Summary

Douglas Brush opens by framing mental health as a real problem in information security, where constant pressure to be right and always-on incident response wear people down. He cites a 2019 study of security professionals that reported high stress, long working weeks and rare time off, and he argues that stigma keeps people from seeking help. He also gives a content warning and a reminder that the talk is general information, not medical advice.

The middle of the talk is a personal history. Brush describes panic attacks as a teenager, a business that burned him out, a car accident that left him with back injuries, and a period of severe depression that he measured with a life-events stress inventory. He explains how stress and major life changes can trigger physical and mental health problems, and he describes how alcohol and other coping habits played a role in his struggles.

For the close, he argues that mental illness should be treated like any other illness, that caring for staff does not conflict with business results, and that people should watch their language and call out stigma. He recommends exercise, sleep, small routines, limiting doomscrolling, taking leave and cutting back on drinking, and he separates real self-care from the fake kind. The takeaway is to take your own wellbeing seriously and to be kind to others and yourself.

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